Monthly Archives: November 2010

The Gifts of Gratitude & Perspective

Vision Road SignIn this week of Thanksgiving, it is appropriate to revisit two key topics which I’ve addressed previously in “Body Image Rehab,” gratitude and perspective.  It’s common for those of us who have eating and body issues to focus on what we don’t like about our bodies.  Of course, if you look for something wrong, you’ll find it!  Likewise, if you search for the positive aspects, you are sure to find those, too…

As I’ve been on the journey of recovery from eating disorders and negative body image for a number of years, I’ve gained a lot of perspective along the way.  I’ve come to better appreciate all of the blessings that my body affords me,  and I now have many more feelings of genuine gratitude for my physical being than I did in my dark years of anorexia and bulimia.

Some “Greatest Hits”

Since this is a shorter and busier week for most people (myself included…), I decided to revisit some of my favorite past posts on gratitude and perspective instead of creating all new content for this post.  Included below are the summaries for some of this blog’s “greatest hits.”  To read a given post in its entirety, simply click on the post title.

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Portia de Rossi – “Unbearable Lightness”

Portia de RossiThere have been many books written on the topics of eating issues and body image, and I have read a number of them.  When a new book in that genre is released these days, it has to be very special in order to catch my attention, if only for the reason that I must have read at least a hundred such books in my lifetime.  One book which I can wholeheartedly recommend is “Unbearable Lightness” by Portia de Rossi.  Although I have only read half of this book thus far, I have no hesitation in recommending it for the readers of “Body Image Rehab.”

Portia de Rossi is best known for her role on “Ally McBeal” and for being the wife of comedienne and talk show host Ellen DeGeneres.  Although she looks healthy and vibrant today, what many people didn’t know until recently was that she suffered from severe anorexia and bulimia for many years.   She details her struggle in highly open, honest, and poignant terms in her new book.

Portia’s Words, My Feelings…

I first learned of Portia’s book in a People Magazine article, but the book really captured my attention during her recent appearance on The Oprah Winfrey Show.  As I listened to Portia speak about her eating disorders experience and read passages from her book, I felt as if I were hearing my own thoughts.  Like me, Portia de Rossi spent years thinking she wasn’t thin enough, beautiful enough, or capable enough.  She suffered from serious body image and self-image issues and her eating disorders represented a way, albeit maladaptive, for her to cope with those challenges.

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Searching For Balance

Woman walking on a balance beamFor most of my adult life, I’ve either weighed too much or too little.  In fact, I can probably count on one hand the number of times I’ve been at a happy, healthy, and comfortable weight.  Although I really want to believe that I can turn this around and find balance in this area, it’s sometimes difficult to remain optimistic…

This post focuses on my struggle to maintain my weight and looks at some of the potential reasons for this phenomenon.  I also explore ways we can all achieve balance in terms of our weight and self-image.

An Elusive Moment in Time…

I am currently at a very good weight for my age, height, and shape, so this is one of those elusive moments I mentioned above.  I reached this optimal weight as a result of a health challenge that has made it difficult for me to eat much for a number of weeks.  Now that I seem to be getting this issue more under control, I find myself worrying what will happen with my weight.  I’ve had to change my diet considerably, so I might be able to remain at this weight without Herculean efforts, but that remains to be seen.

Hundred Pound Weight Range!

During my adult life, my weight has spanned a range of close to a hundred pounds!  Depending upon what was happening with my eating disorders at any given time, I’ve ranged from deathly thin to more than a little chubby.  In recent years, as I’ve moved into recovery from my eating disorders, my weight hasn’t swung as widely.  My weight fluctuations may now only be noticeable to myself and the especially observant around me.  We’re talking about ten pounds up and down, maybe fifteen at the most.  Although this is not extreme, it can result in a size change or at the very least, tight and uncomfortable pants.

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